Week Nine

[Jason Guy]

So Eddie and Jess have made themselves huge targets this week. Eddie has taken everything so personally even though I did nothing to screw him over. He is the one who fucked up. You brought all this on yourself Eddie! With Eddie quitting (or whatever he is doing), I do not know what to do. He is an easy target but if he has just given up shouldnt I leave him in? It makes winning HOH a little more attractive since I could nominate Eddie and Jess since they both asked to be nominated then I could work with James on the veto, he would win use it on one of the two nominated forcing me to nominate Janelle, that would flush out the power and leave the next round open for James and whoever is left between Jess and Eddie (since the twat would throw one of them back up) to win HOH and take out one of the three girls, preferably Rachel or Janelle since I want to take Chelsia to the end since it would be the easiest who out of anyone left since lots of people hate her and as much as I love her, if all goes well in the next few rounds my game would have be much stronger.

[Jason Guy]

So Chelsia and I are discussing the tie and how the week might unfold and this happened, like my favorite thing ever.

SurvivorDJ13: so they had a tie... that what she was saying, but i didnt know what she was telling to be truthful or not, but then B said they did and i was lik eeeeeeeeeek this might be a bad week
SurvivorDJ13: idk tho
SurvivorDJ13: i know i am hated pretty bad tho
FlyingAce067: pretty much
FlyingAce067: lol
SurvivorDJ13: lol
SurvivorDJ13: yeah
FlyingAce067: me and you final two lmao
SurvivorDJ13: >: )!!!
FlyingAce067: ha ha
SurvivorDJ13: it would be like a for sure win
SurvivorDJ13: i swear

If only it was that easy! UGH. I still have 5 people to beat in order to even make it to the final two, and this week is going to be a major challenge. > >

[Jason Guy]

So Rachel won. I am at a loss for an accurate emotion to portray. I feel that I am safe, Rachel should not feel that she owes me since she kept me safe before. This week could in in so many different directions it is crazy. The best case scenario I would think that it is James winning veto. Then he would remove one of the two and then Rachel said she would not nominate me. I am not 100% convinced by that. See this week just has a bad taste in my mouth. I am just going to hope for the best, who knows what can happen.

If I may quote the filthy whore J-Blo from season six: Things in this house change on a dime, Kaysar. Swearing on you life means nothing to me. I suck cock.

I thing that quote describes what might in down this week.

[Jason Guy]

I am so damn wishy-washy and super sketch. I like don't even know what to do with myself. On the surface it may look like I have choosen a side, but on my insides I have not. I wanna get rid of one of the three girls, but I just do not know if I could bring myself to do it. I want to talk to Rachel and see if I can trust her, Eddie showed me some conversations where she made a final two with him and stuff. Ugh.

If all goes perfectly this week, Rachel will betray Chelsia if I win veto and take one of them down. Who knows. I feel so defeated and overwhelmed with all my damn alliances and criss crosses, I am going to have to betray someone eventually I just do not want to. > >

[Jason Guy]

As everything always happens, I get screwed. Rachel obviously is still aligned with Jess somehow and my plan to get her out and my elaborate plan with Eddie is shot down the drain. Ugh. I really have no clue what the fuck to do. I would keep James if Jess was not in the game, I feel like he would chose her over me, and she is wiggling her way into all of my damn alliances which is why I wanted her gone. She told me, Jess and Jason hate each other but not Kenya and Scott. So I feel nothing towards her in this game, ha ha.

I really wish I knew how Jess was voting though since she and I are the swing votes, or the ones deciding who leaves. Janelle is voting James and Chelsia informed me she was voting Eddie. Meh. ><

[Jason Guy]

Eddie

Pros: This is hard. If Eddie leaves then I might be a little screwed. Not at first, all would seem like it was fine but then I would have one less human to talk to. Eddie and I talk about real stuff all the time while I talk to the rest of the people about the game.

Cons: If Eddie stays, I would be very surprised and pleased. He is with me all the way and I know this for a fact since I took out his number two, Will last round. He was alone and I jumped on the opportunity to try and work with him.

James

Pros: James is good at challenges. I would have more of a chance? I am really out of it, I am kinda just rambling for these reasons. James going would mean that Eddie stays, which might be a pro in of itself.

Cons: James is an ally of mine? There is a question mark there because I am not sure that he is really my ally, maybe he was just saying it to get me on his side for a few weeks then he is going to toss me away.

I think this week killed me. I have no idea what to do next, like where do I go? Have I really dug myself a hole like I think I have? If I can just get into a position where I am forced to nominate the three girls I might be in business.

[Jason Guy]

Hardest vote ever.