Post by Jessica Hughbanks on Jun 11, 2008 11:39:36 GMT -5
So much drama on the boards, but it was to be expected and now Chelsia is questioning everything and trying to get me to tell her my motives and my plans and wants me to pick a side. I'll get into that after though..
I get home from work and awesome the plan worked Scott is gone. Eddie filled me in on that shit, and tells me I need to talk to Jason. Jason happens to be online on his phone and I tell him to just text my phone or whatever and then he just calls me and we talk on the phone about all the different situations and we seemed to come to an agreement to do this. He'll nominate James and Janelle and then if the veto isn't used Janelle will use your coup and James will probably leave
but if Janelle uses veto than he'd nominate Rachel in her place. So either Janelle has to use her coup or Rachel leaves. That way we get rid of either one of them or the coup for sure this round.
Jason really needs to do that plan and go through with it. So we seemed to agree on that but then his dumbass comes online and talks to Janelle and Chelsia and then he comes to me and says he's not nominating Chelsia or Rachel at all this round and that he'll nominate Will if Janelle comes off and I'm like WTF are you going on about?! Like seriously.. he was never in any of their plans so wtf is he doing?!
I mean right now I'm just in a hard place because I don't want anyone gone, the only person I don't really care about being gone is Will. So I really am between both sides in a sense and I don't know what to do about it. Chelsia has been making me feel bad and shit and asking why I didn't vote to evict Eddie, but at the same time I know for a fact that Chelsia isn't telling me what Eddie has been saying about me when Eddie did show me the things he said.. so it's interesting, it's making me think well wtf am I suppose to do!?
I love how basically everyone is truly clueless to what is going on.. I mean Chelsia is blaming Eddie/Will/James on Jason nominating Janelle.. when really it didn't have anything to do with them.. it was mostly Jason's idea with a bit of my influence. At this point I feel like I'm playing to win, but I hate how the game is getting personal and in the end I'm going to lose friends.. whether it be friends I had coming into the game, or friends I made during this game. It's SOOOO hard!
Jason suggested doing the Rachel vs James thing.. I believe he thinks I'd evict James.. but I think in that situation I'd have to take out Rachel.. not because I want Rachel gone but because it will be our only chance to take out one of those 3 and one of them need to go, that is how I'm looking at it. Not in a form of actually wanting her out but in a strategical situation I have to do what I have to do.
I'm also sick of all the fake drama on the board.. they are all full of shit and making up shit, I'm glad they kept my name out of it though! Which is odd, you'd think my name would have been thrown around all over the place in that thread but it hasn't been LOL!
I don't know what I'm going to do at this point. I guess I have to look at things this way.. if people are going to be mad at me after the game and not want to be my friend or not want to talk to me.. that just means they never were my friend to begin with. Theres no other way that I can view it at this point. I mean Chelsia is bitching at me for being alligned with other people but shit she's alligned with just about as many people as I am, so really where the hell does she have the right to bitch at me about things? I'm just playing the game the best way that I know how and if I see strategically a better situation for myself, I am going to take it.
It sucks that Jason won HoH though because I don't think the coup or one of those 3 are going to leave and then they could just win HoH back to back to back from here on out.. and pick the rest of us off. Course he doesn't see it that way but I need to make him see it that way.. ugh this is all going to give me a headache just thinking about it!
I get home from work and awesome the plan worked Scott is gone. Eddie filled me in on that shit, and tells me I need to talk to Jason. Jason happens to be online on his phone and I tell him to just text my phone or whatever and then he just calls me and we talk on the phone about all the different situations and we seemed to come to an agreement to do this. He'll nominate James and Janelle and then if the veto isn't used Janelle will use your coup and James will probably leave
but if Janelle uses veto than he'd nominate Rachel in her place. So either Janelle has to use her coup or Rachel leaves. That way we get rid of either one of them or the coup for sure this round. Jason really needs to do that plan and go through with it. So we seemed to agree on that but then his dumbass comes online and talks to Janelle and Chelsia and then he comes to me and says he's not nominating Chelsia or Rachel at all this round and that he'll nominate Will if Janelle comes off and I'm like WTF are you going on about?! Like seriously.. he was never in any of their plans so wtf is he doing?!
I mean right now I'm just in a hard place because I don't want anyone gone, the only person I don't really care about being gone is Will. So I really am between both sides in a sense and I don't know what to do about it. Chelsia has been making me feel bad and shit and asking why I didn't vote to evict Eddie, but at the same time I know for a fact that Chelsia isn't telling me what Eddie has been saying about me when Eddie did show me the things he said.. so it's interesting, it's making me think well wtf am I suppose to do!?
I love how basically everyone is truly clueless to what is going on.. I mean Chelsia is blaming Eddie/Will/James on Jason nominating Janelle.. when really it didn't have anything to do with them.. it was mostly Jason's idea with a bit of my influence. At this point I feel like I'm playing to win, but I hate how the game is getting personal and in the end I'm going to lose friends.. whether it be friends I had coming into the game, or friends I made during this game. It's SOOOO hard!
Jason suggested doing the Rachel vs James thing.. I believe he thinks I'd evict James.. but I think in that situation I'd have to take out Rachel.. not because I want Rachel gone but because it will be our only chance to take out one of those 3 and one of them need to go, that is how I'm looking at it. Not in a form of actually wanting her out but in a strategical situation I have to do what I have to do.
I'm also sick of all the fake drama on the board.. they are all full of shit and making up shit, I'm glad they kept my name out of it though! Which is odd, you'd think my name would have been thrown around all over the place in that thread but it hasn't been LOL!
I don't know what I'm going to do at this point. I guess I have to look at things this way.. if people are going to be mad at me after the game and not want to be my friend or not want to talk to me.. that just means they never were my friend to begin with. Theres no other way that I can view it at this point. I mean Chelsia is bitching at me for being alligned with other people but shit she's alligned with just about as many people as I am, so really where the hell does she have the right to bitch at me about things? I'm just playing the game the best way that I know how and if I see strategically a better situation for myself, I am going to take it.
It sucks that Jason won HoH though because I don't think the coup or one of those 3 are going to leave and then they could just win HoH back to back to back from here on out.. and pick the rest of us off. Course he doesn't see it that way but I need to make him see it that way.. ugh this is all going to give me a headache just thinking about it!