Week 7: Shit hitting the fan all over the place

[Jessica Hughbanks]

Dave is evicted yay! Anyway so the plan basically has been for Eddie to win hoh and try to take out one of the 3.. Janelle/Rachel/Chelsia. Well I don't know what to think anymore.. I mean I don't even want any of those 3 gone and I wouldn't nominate them no matter what anyone else says. So I helped Eddie with the HoH challenge as much as I possibly could but then my laptop died and so I ended up with not as much time as I had before, so I couldn't help much anymore and then he gave me his words so I could submit those so that it wouldn't look like I didn't try.

I go to work.. and I get home and the results are that Chelsia won, YAY! Or so I thought.. I have an offline message from Janelle telling me she heard from WILL that I want her out.. WTF?! I never said that to Will.. then I have Chelsia yelling at me saying I was flipping on the final 4 alliance and that I was telling people about the alliance and I'm thinking WTF, and she says she hears it from many people.. umm okay the only people I even told about that is Eddie and James! They both said they didn't say anything.. then James shows me a fishy PM from Chelsia about how Eddie and I are close!? EH!?

Then Chelsia shows me a fucking conversation with Eddie.. this is what he showed me..

SurvivorDJ13 (11:54:45 PM): SurvivorDJ13: Jessica is your final 2 is she not?
MaorMx: nope
SurvivorDJ13: what the fuck ever
SurvivorDJ13: now your lying
MaorMx: Jessica is one of the few people who I would not be stupid enough to go to final 2 with
MaorMx: Jessica would have the votes
MaorMx: you
MaorMx: Janelle
MaorMx: Rachel
MaorMx: James who loves her
MaorMx: Jason
SurvivorDJ13: You trust her 100% no matter what
SurvivorDJ13 (11:55:06 PM): MaorMx: who loves her too
MaorMx: yeah I do trust her 100%
MaorMx: and I will backstab her 100%
MaorMx: if I go final 2 with her
MaorMx: I'm done
MaorMx: 6-1
MaorMx: but I think I got a fair shot about everybody else
SurvivorDJ13: So you would rahter go with James? or Jason you're saying I guess
SurvivorDJ13: prolly Scott
MaorMx: I'm saying you
SurvivorDJ13: You never intended on taking me
SurvivorDJ13: to the final 2
SurvivorDJ13: i know that
MaorMx: that's not true
MaorMx: because that's what I wanted
MaorMx: for a long time
MaorMx: and then I was hurt by the constant lying from you
MaorMx: but I've held the truth away from you too
MaorMx: so I can't blame you

SurvivorDJ13 (11:56:29 PM): then he goes on about how you told him about us all
SurvivorDJ13 (11:56:30 PM): MaorMx: You had a final four with Rachel, Jessica, and Janelle
MaorMx: I've known that before I even talked to you

SurvivorDJ13 (11:56:41 PM): he said you told him

OMG WHAT THE HELL IS THAT SHIT!? I don't know what to think right now.. but I'm hurt and pissed all at the same time and it's just like.. SUCH FUCKING CRAP! It's fishy that Chelsia was just not showing the whole convo and just leaving parts out though.. that's just fishy.

I'm seriously.. just like.. at a loss for words right now. At this point what I gotta do is confront Eddie, this is what I was afraid of happening.. but he's telling people shit I said? Is he retarded? Seriously.. if he's fucking serious with what he just did.. he just fucked up big time. Does he not know who the hell I am!? I know EVERYTHING, open your fucking eyes and see that I'd find out this shit. I'm Kenya.. people tell me things, he SHOULD know this, I've made it obvious with everything else I've told him in this game. I'm beyond pissed, you have no fucking idea how pissed I am right now.

I'll do my confronting to him.. and then it's like I want to ruin his game and then just bow out.. ruin his game by revealing who he is right on the damn board and being fucking done with everything. That's how furious I am right now.

I guess I'll see how I feel after I speak to him. It's on bitch if you are going to fuck with me! You messed with the wrong person.. you seriously.. 100% did. End of story.

[Jessica Hughbanks]

More..

MaorMx: Look
MaorMx: you could totally destroy me right now
MaorMx: by blabbing to Jessica
MaorMx: Jessica would be so hurt, she takes these ORGs personally
MaorMx: where for me it's just a game
MaorMx: and my best game is with you
MaorMx: and I feel it always has been
MaorMx: I'm doing this not to better Jessica
MaorMx: but to better us
MaorMx: I've always felt the best game
MaorMx: is one where you have someone good
MaorMx: planted on the other side of the house
MaorMx: and you trust each other fully
MaorMx: and can keep each other off the block
MaorMx: that could be Jessica except EVERYONE loves her
MaorMx: and I will absolutely not go final 2 with her
MaorMx: and I'm scared of even taking her to final four

SurvivorDJ13 (12:34:02 AM): he yapped on and on about this
SurvivorDJ13 (12:34:04 AM): im not lying
SurvivorDJ13 (12:34:59 AM): wanna see more?
SurvivorDJ13 (12:35:07 AM): here
SurvivorDJ13 (12:35:08 AM): SurvivorDJ13: idk what the hell is going on
SurvivorDJ13: I do wanna talk with her tho
MaorMx: If you want to be my final 2 partner
MaorMx: I'll tell you EVERYTHING
MaorMx: nothing held back
SurvivorDJ13: I dont want any final 2 partners^
SurvivorDJ13: too be truly honest
MaorMx: ok then put me up and send me out
SurvivorDJ13: that scares me
MaorMx: I need to know that I won't get fucked by you pretty soon
SurvivorDJ13: final 2s are a sure set up for backstabbings
SurvivorDJ13: i dont like that
MaorMx: Are you going to tell Jessica what I told you?
MaorMx: You might as well put me up then
MaorMx: there's no way I'd survive it
MaorMx: she owns James and Jason

SurvivorDJ13 (12:35:17 AM): dont be played by that fucker kenya
SurvivorDJ13 (12:35:20 AM): thats all i ask of you
SurvivorDJ13 (12:35:32 AM): hes dirty
SurvivorDJ13 (12:35:36 AM): and so is james


All I can say is ...


Oh and..

MaorMx: I just flat out told you
MaorMx: lol
MaorMx: that she told me about your alliance
MaorMx: on Day 1
SurvivorDJ13: you also just told me this house is full of liars in your pm
SurvivorDJ13: I am scared
MaorMx: I understand
MaorMx: but you need to also understand
MaorMx: that you can trust me

[Jessica Hughbanks]

This morning I had a long chat with Eddie about this whole situation and there was a lot of "I'll quit", "I'll quit too" type of shit.. then a lot of him saying he fucked up and yeah just a whole lot of crap. Then him feeling bad and apologizing for hurting me. It's all just so mixed up, I don't even know what we're doing at this point. I feel like we're just going to see what happens from here, obviously he has lost some of my trust, but in a sense we want to see if we can use this huge mess to our advantage or not. He says he doesn't care about the game anymore and now he's playing for me to win. Do I believe him? Not really.. since he was willing to backstab me like yesterday.. it's hard for me to believe him after what he tried to pull. He says he wants to make it up to me.. we'll see about that.

I'm confused of course.. but for now I'm just going to evict Scott because he's just there.. and kind of wasting space and not really a benefit for me to keep around. Eddie also told Will that he hates me lol. That will be interesting to see how that plays out.

I just want Scott out.. mostly because it lets me sit back and continue to play how I was to begin with.. being right in the middle and having both sides go after each other and be able to just watch. If I get nominiated.. it's not the end of the world, I'm at the point where it doesn't matter either way. I just want to see what will happen now. Hopefully Scott leaves, he's definately over stayed his welcome at this point. Everyone else is much more deserving to stick around!