Week 1: Let the games begin bitches!

[Jessica Hughbanks]

I'm very excited to play in this game, theres some people I'm not too excited to see but I'll get over it.. anyway on to talking about each person in the cast because that's always fun!

Alison - BrittyxxyttirB: Who? hasn't shown up.. probably won't..

Amanda - arasfromexile: Sebastian.. decides to be a little shit and say if he wins hoh he's nominating me.. classy dude.. real classy.. plus you tell one of my close friends all this shit about me.. classy again.. aren't you the smartest cookie in the jar.. not. I hope you leave.. sooner rather than later and if I have anything to say about it you will!

Chelsia - survivordj13: DJ!!!! I'm so excited to be playing with you again, I expect him to go far, he's awesome!

Dave - ajmong: He's really super cool but he's also really smart.. he's already making alliances but I don't know if he's trustworthy as of yet because I have to feel him out some more but he's fun to talk to!

Drew - tbbars: haven't met him yet.. although I think I know him and Janelle said that he's annoying.. we'll see though.

James - edwintamiu08: probably one of my fav newbies, he's super cool and he gives off a really good trustworthy vibe and I think we're secretly alligned.. we have a J&J alliance lol, he's awesome!

Janelle - survivornyck: NICK!!! WOOT! So excited to play with him again I think we want to make a final 4 with Chelsia/Rachel/him/me? We'll see how that goes!

Jason - FlyingAce067: <3 great person, definately alligned with him!

Jen - liljoe11493: not a fan.. enough said.

Jessica - Sunset141k: is AMAZING hehe ME!

Josh - Lucky7777Charms: Joel.. wary of him because he hates my guts.. and well if he's going to go after me.. that forces me to protect myself and go after him.. *sigh*

Mike - Deetman91: MICHAEL! Let's see how this goes.. he owes me from screwing me before.. I would really love for us to work together and nobody really find out about it... he's a great player.. very strategical and yeah I'm worried that he'll just play me again but I'm giving him a shot.. we'll see what happens with that, he knows I can be loyal so I can only hope he actually rolls with it this time!

Nicole - wluTooki: haven't had much of a conversation with her to have much of an opinion.

Rachel - Elmaestro999: B!! I was so worried when I found out he was in the game because he thinks I'm too cocky cuz of how I was in SC8 but then I was pleasantly surprised when he came to me and told me that he wants to work with me and wants to be an ally to me like Ev is! I'm like WOAH say what?! I'm still surprised but I'm really happy about that, he told me that he knows I'm really loyal to those I'm alligned with and what not and so that's awesome, I'll definately be loyal to him! I'm even extra excited to be playing with him now for that very reason!

Scott - blacksummers17: Ektor.. I'm not sure of my opinion, I like the guy, I always have but I don't know if he'll trust me or not.. only time will tell.

Will - J13366025: a fellow canadian! WOOT! So far he's cool and I like him but need to spend more time getting to know him to really know my true feelings about him..


So I think so far I'm in a good position in this game, I'll just have to go week by week and see where people fall. It shall be interesting but for now I'm not going to go all out in challenges.. I think I'll be okay sitting back and not making myself out to be a huge threat, I just really need to find my balance in BB games and so I gotta use the best skill I have and that's my social skills and hope that pulls me along further in the game!

[Jessica Hughbanks]

So Alison is replaced with... EDDIE.. who is in fact.. MAX!! I'm so excited and scared at the same time because he's a great player even if he is feeling down on himself right now. Him in the game changes EVERYTHING because I can't screw him over.. I just can't.. it's against anything I stand for in these games but at the same time he likes to backstab people.. get close to them and then strike them and he told me that he's going to make bonds with people and get everyone to think he can't backstab them ever and then he'll do that to them. Obviously I fear he'll do it to me.. but he says he won't and I have to trust him, he's never lied to me and I can't think that he would, even if this is just a game. I think him and I could work well together but I'll have to see how this goes, my game is kind of up in the air now due to the fact that he's in it and is like a cataylst to my game. Because I'll get put in the situation where I'll have to pick between him and other people that want to trust me in this game. Puts me in a really weird situation but you know what those people will have to understand after the game is over when they realize who he is and what he means to me outside of games.

I haven't decided my strategy yet but I feel I'm going to just be social, play the social card hardcore and completely gather information and figure out what to do with it from there. Keep my bonds with people as best as I can and then I don't have to go out there and show myself as a threat. BB is not my strong game so Eddie is not going to see me as that great of a player, or maybe he will if I can pull up my socks and show him that I can be a good player! We'll see.. I just need to get myself in really well with everyone and not worry about Eddie because he told me not to include him or worry about him in the game pretty much so I won't. He just better not do any shady shit towards me or I'll be pissed lol, I'll keep anything he tells me to myself, that's a give in and I'd hope he'd do the same thing for me. We'll see though, this game will be even more interesting than it originally was going to be.

I don't know what I'm going to do but I have to not get emotionally attached.. it's a game! Look at it as one. I know I'm loyal.. I'm known for being loyal but I think I have to let some of the bitchy Kenya out in this game to stay afloat. Do whatever I can to get far, I don't want this to be a competition against Eddie but I think it's going to end up like that to a point lol, just because I want to prove I can hold my own in these games . I'll definately be an asset to his game though and he's definately a huge asset to mine.. I hope. He's like my secret weapon.. I mean sure I'm making my "secret alliances" with people but his is the ultimate secret one that nobody will expect at all! muahahaha.. I'm just good like that.. course I'm setting myself up to be in the best position in the game, but I need all I can get to keep myself untouchable by Josh, Amanda and Jen.. those are the 3 that I don't really care for and need to go. We'll see what I can pull off.. this bitch is here to seriously play!

[Jessica Hughbanks]

Well I spilled my guts to Eddie and he knows everything that I know going on in this game and he will continue to be updated and he will continue to update me on everything he finds out as well. WOOT we can soo do this!

Anyway Dave is an UBER threat.. and he's playing way too hard way too fast.. it's scary really. I'll have to keep an eye on him but we can all see right through his threatness. Janelle is wary of him and he's wary of Janelle, how fun eh? I'd like to keep both of them in and both of them after each other because that will just keep it oh so much fun! As long as he doesn't start to view me as a threat he can stay around... that is how this game is going to work.. anyone that is cool with me can stay longer.. anyone that tries to go against me or certain other people.. *snap* they are a goner!

Janelle really wants a final 4 with Rachel, Chelsia and me.. that's cool with me but I don't think we'll actually be able to pull that off which really sucks but I mean theres too many big characters in this game and people would be fools to let us all last that long and besides I also have Eddie and Mike to think about! Not to mention my thing with James to top it off .

I'm the only girl!! GO ME! hahaha let the games begin.. I will be the queen of this game.. mark my words.

[Jessica Hughbanks]

OMG Josh and Amanda almost won HoH like wtf.. that was crazy.. thank god Dave won it because Dave is close with Rachel and that means good news for me! I'm pretty sure Dave likes me as well and as far as I know he's on good terms with Eddie so that's also good news for him. Rachel is going to try to get Dave to nominate Amanda.. I hope she can pull it off and then we can all get rid of Amanda cuz like seriously she's jumping on the throw Jessica under the bus train WAY too soon and way too hard. I'm sorry girl it's not gonna work because let's face it I'm much more likable than you and Dave is NOT going to nominate me unless something crazy happens but you know what if I have to I'll flirt with Dave hahaha! I'll be all you can't get rid of the ONLY girl in the house.. I mean come on, nobody really wants it to be a sausage fest and I won't nominate him if I win HoH, I could definately promise him that! We'll see though.. I'll have a good chat with him later and see where that leads dun dun dun..

That HoH challenge though.. all the people picked were just crazy picks, we were all trying to throw it around so much that in the end we kinda ended up screwing ourselves lmao! Oh well.. it's all good. I mean come on Josh even picked me.. that was just weird but I mean I'm sure he was trying to make it seem like he has nothing against me? I don't know, I would love to believe that he actually wants to work with me but the fact that he's so against me usually makes that hard to believe. But as usual I won't target him until he targets me. I want out Amanda and that's that.. I mean come on why the hell is she being Amanda?! She totally can not pull it off.

Jessica will not be the first out, I will not allow that shit!

[Jessica Hughbanks]

WOOT I will not be nominated! Alright so I'm sitting here waiting to speak with Dave.. but he's "away" but then he comes back and starts talking to Rachel.. and he doesn't even bring up nominating me at all BOOYAH! Then he's like wanting to nominate Josh.. SWEET! So in the end he decides to nominate Josh and Scott and if veto is used he'll nominate Amanda.. OMG AWESOME! Couldn't have worked out any better.. and I didn't have to get my hands dirty.. I didn't suggest it to him at all plus they also swayed it away from Mike being nominated because he was suggesting him at some point. This is just perfect and I fill Mike in and he's all like see you are good at this game! I'm like sure.. even though I really did nothing but have good connections teehee.

Things are going smoothly and exactly how I want them to go for now.. as for what will happen in the future I have no idea.. but I plan to control as much as possible without actually showing that I'm controlling shit. This just rocks, I am content and feeling mighty proud of myself and indeed very safe as of right now.

I gotta keep up the talking with people though, I can't lack in that even a little bit or I may give someone the wrong vibe and then they lose my trust.. I can't have that!

[Jessica Hughbanks]

It seems that Nicole is upset about Scott and Josh being nominated.. alliance much? Veto happend and I was doing alright at it but then I realized it was probably already completed lol so I stopped trying. Then YAY Janelle won it but then she was being strange.. and talking crazy talk to me about how she thinks she should use it on.. JOSH say what?! Don't do that.. that would just be digging your own grave.. I mean come on who uses veto the first week unless the HoH asks them to!? She already has Dave's trust.. losing it by taking off his main target.. is not a wise decision my friend!

She just thinks Josh would be helpful to us.. um to her maybe not me.. Josh hates me and won't ever stop for whatever reason. I just know keeping him in the house is not the best idea. Eddie thinks all these people are crazy for the way they are playing this game lol, we've been talking a lot about Dave and how he's trying so hard to be a great player by playing all sides, he's alligned with Rachel and Janelle but yet he bad mouths Janelle to Eddie?! I'm so confused.. I'm in such a weird position in this game due to the fact that I'm just gaining information and not having to do anything to do just that. I also really like Dave because he's really nice but we don't really talk game aside from him asking me if I'd vote for Josh if he nominated him. It's making things complex of what I should do.

I'm really glad that Janelle decided NOT to use the veto, but now she may just not vote Josh out and Josh could still stay and he'll be mad because I did cast my vote against him and well all hell will break loose but on the flip side I never promised him I wouldn't vote for him. I haven't spoke to him at all since the HoH challenge so whatever. He can't be mad at me.. I have no alliance with him what so ever and I'd like to keep it that way, he told me not to talk to him so that's the way it's going to be! Plus I'm content with my position in this game, I just have to work it and make sure I stay in this good position! My goal is to not get nominated.. AT ALL, can I pull it off?? We'll see..

Heres hoping operation Joshuah going home... WORKS!