Week 5: Double Threat Power

[Jessica Hughbanks]

I tried really hard on this HoH because two HoH's this week but nope I fell short sadly. Which isn't the worst thing that could happen because Dave and Janelle won HoH's and I'm good with both of them so I really wasn't nervous about being nominated. Janelle nominated James and Drew and Dave nominated Scott and Jen. If the nominees stay the same.. I'll vote Drew and Jen. I would try harder on this veto that is posted but I just have no energy to search and search so I may not try at all.. I think it depends on if I have to work tomorrow or not.

Anyway this week is yet kind of slow.. the 2 power houses won power so they can't even go after each other lol! I think two non threats will end up leaving this round which is good I guess. I just hope that Eddie isn't a replacement if one of Janelle's nominations are saved with the veto. It will definately be interesting to see what happens, but I guess the excitement of it all totally depends on who wins these vetos, someone boring may win em and then it was just a complete waste of time? Hah I have no idea.

I feel this to be a predictable.. not very entertaining week in the BB whorezone house *yawns* things need to pick up.. like Dave being booted this coming round .

[Jessica Hughbanks]

Okay so I was wrong.. things aren't just great and shit for me because well Eddie and I are no more and I'm taking it really really badly and I'm really hurt and I don't know what to do about it, my initial thought was.. I am going to quit. But then at the same time I'm just conflicted of whether to quit or not.. so I guess I'm just giving it time to see what happens. I'm just in a weird situation.. and I know that Eddie doesn't want me to quit, so I probably won't because of him even though he doesn't deserve me to do anything for him. I also know others wouldn't be happy if I quit.. but we'll see what happens.. I'm just in a lot of pain right now. I'd rather not make any decision regarding that until I'm in a better state of mind.

I'm glad James was able to save himself.. I think Drew and Jen are the targets, they are the wiser people to evict.. because Scott is after Dave and Will is aware of the fact that Dave needs to go and agrees with that, plus he's close with Eddie, so he's helpful to have around.

[Jessica Hughbanks]

Well I've decided not to quit, I'll stick it out.. and Eddie and I are on good terms and I'll always feel the same way about him, I really care about him but it's just better for us to be friends right now, if that leads to anything it does.. if it doesn't it doesn't. I'm still happy to have him in my life in any shape or form. Eddie <3. Anyway that's an area that doesn't need to be talked about so we'll just leave it as that.

Scott asked me if he had my vote to stay.. which I told him yes.. and Will did a silly plea to me to stay lmao and I told him I already voted to evict Drew and that I liked him more hehe, yes sucking up is good and I figure if I do this.. he'll repay me later yep yep thinking ahead for what will benefit me! I think I'm just going to focus on winning.. getting my first BB win.. we'll see though. I'm kinda like not sure what I'm doing anymore but I think I'm just going to go the same route I originally was going.