Round 2

[Nicole Schaffrich]

Well first off I guess I should talk about my reaction to Josh going. It was a double edged sword. First off it sucks that he went but now I'm kind of glad because he would have been pissed to know that I voted to keep Scott. I know Josh was stronger but well I like Scott and I want him to stay and I'm glad he did.

I did my goodbye to Josh but I don't know how he'll respond to it. Kind of hope he is alright with getting voted out even though it was so lopsided and that must have been a slap to his face.

Then there is the fact that Scott is going to miss the HOH. It's my biggest fears coming home to roost now that I voted Josh out. It leaves me a weak player challenge wise to battle the juggernauts of this game. Yeah I'm not holding my breath for a win here. I think I'm going to get slaughtered.

ARGGGHHH!!! I don't know what I'm going to do because I suspect I'll be nominated on this one. If I'm wrong then great but if I'm right as I suspect. OH man I think I may be going home. I'm trying to do the nice thing but I don't know. I don't think I know enough people to stay safe in the game yet.

[Nicole Schaffrich]

SunSet141k: hey Nicole
wluTooki: hi there
SunSet141k: Hows it going?
wluTooki: doing pretty good here. It's a long weekend here
SunSet141k: same here
SunSet141k: are you canadian?
wluTooki: lol yes I am :-)
SunSet141k: me too
SunSet141k: where abouts?
wluTooki: I'm in Quinte West Ontario. Right close to Belleville
wluTooki: where abouts are you?
SunSet141k: BC Canada
SunSet141k: sorry about the delay
SunSet141k: it didn't tell me you replied
SunSet141k: lol
SunSet141k: Northwest BC
wluTooki: oh that's cool. You guys have to have beautiful weather out there now
SunSet141k: we do
wluTooki: awsome lol. Were in a cold snap here but expected to warm up tommorrow and be in the 20's and I'll be loving it
SunSet141k: oooh cool
wluTooki: lol yeah
SunSet141k:
wluTooki: so what are you doing on your long weekend. Other then an evil challenge lol
SunSet141k: um
SunSet141k: I was suppose to go camping
wluTooki: lol but decided not to go
SunSet141k: well
SunSet141k: sorta lol
wluTooki: UH OH
SunSet141k: lol
wluTooki: what happened
SunSet141k: just family drama
wluTooki: owtch

[Nicole Schaffrich]

finally got to meet Jessica today and she seems like an absolute sweet heart. She's a fellow Canadian as well. It makes me wonder if just maybe we should start a Canadian alliance going. I'm thinking it might end up being the best thing for protection that we could do. Especially since as far as I know. Janelle/Amanda/Dave are all American. Getting the Canadian strength going just might be a good protective thing to do. I'm going to have to think about this a little bit more.

[Nicole Schaffrich]

FlyingAce067: you got my flag
wluTooki: hehe yeah.
wluTooki: but I know I didn't win
wluTooki: Drew won I think
FlyingAce067: how many did he get?
wluTooki: 3
FlyingAce067: janelle got 5
wluTooki: ooops sorry I got three lol
wluTooki: I saw him at least get two
FlyingAce067: he says he got three
FlyingAce067: lol
FlyingAce067: you got mine
FlyingAce067: so you win
wluTooki: LOL thanks. I guess Janelle won then
FlyingAce067: i think so too
wluTooki: and it's confirmed lol she won it
FlyingAce067: im not suprised
FlyingAce067: 5 thats crazy
wluTooki: yeah it is
FlyingAce067: make sure youtalk to her she told me she was gonna nom people who did talk to her
wluTooki: ok will do
FlyingAce067: i wouldnt want you to leave
FlyingAce067: you are nice
FlyingAce067: ^__^
wluTooki: thank you :-) I try to be
FlyingAce067: haha
FlyingAce067: better than some people
FlyingAce067: like amanda
FlyingAce067: so rude
FlyingAce067: she started all these rumors about scott last round
FlyingAce067: it disguested me
wluTooki: haven't really gotten to talk to her recently
FlyingAce067: dont lol she sucks
wluTooki: well if she is like that I do hope she goes home soon
FlyingAce067: me too
FlyingAce067: ugh
FlyingAce067: lol
wluTooki: :-) will be good if we get a good fun group to stay and play the game
FlyingAce067: yep
FlyingAce067: igot your back
wluTooki: thank you :-)
FlyingAce067: who have you talked to?
wluTooki: I think I've talked to mostly everyone in the game. Finally got to talk to Jessica a bit today
FlyingAce067: she is nice
wluTooki: yes she is :-) was a good chat

[Nicole Schaffrich]

So HOH is over and I'm in the dreaded second place finnisher spot. I say dreaded as I think there may be a curse with this finnishing as Josh just got second in the last HOH and was sent packing. I don't think I'm really a challenge threat to Jannelle but she may not see it as that way. I am so worried about being nominated as I think I would be the one to go if I am. Scott was very well liked and if they put me up against him I'm not going to want to campaign. I honestly don't know what is going to happen here.

Then we have Jason going I've got your back!
I was like where did that come from. I have barely even spoken with Jason and he has my back and wants me to trust him. It's kind of a surreal feeling with that as I would love to be able to trust like that but well how!?!?!?! I have only spoken to him briefly and he wants to have my back and be in an alliance. I don't know what to believe there. It's nice but it's weird. Right now I'll take him at his word and I will protect him as much as I can but I feel so weak in this game.

[Nicole Schaffrich]

tbbars: Hey Nicole!
wluTooki: hi there
tbbars: How are you?
wluTooki: doing good here
tbbars: How many did you get?
wluTooki: 3
tbbars: Me too.
tbbars: Janie got 5.
tbbars: Jess 1, that makes all 12.
wluTooki: yeah. who didn't do the challenge then
wluTooki: there are three missing
tbbars: Amanda
tbbars: James
tbbars: and Rachel.
wluTooki: lol poor Rachel probably drunk out of her mind now. It's long weekend up in Canada
tbbars: Rachel's drunk? How do you know.
wluTooki: It's May 2-4 up here in Canada
wluTooki: if your of age. your drunk unless your like me and had to work
tbbars: What do you mean 2-4?
tbbars: I'm British I don't know lol
wluTooki: officially it's Queen Victoria day on Monday. Unofficially this is the official start of summer and the national drinking weekend for Canadians
wluTooki: mostly everyone goes camping and gets drunk on this weekend
tbbars: Oh right lol
wluTooki: and it's called may 2-4 weekend because we get a four day weekend here
tbbars: I get it now.
wluTooki: :-)
wluTooki: I'm a little nervous about finnishing second here lol. Remember what happened to the last second place finnisher
tbbars: No
tbbars: Was it Josh?
wluTooki: yes
tbbars: Great. not
wluTooki: lol yeah so whose flags did you get?
tbbars: Jen (justin) Will (monica)
tbbars signed off at 4:42:04 PM.

[Nicole Schaffrich]

I'm starting to get to know Drew better. I'm not there yet as to feeling comfortable with him but it's a start. I'm starting to realise thanks to him that the more I open up and tell about my own life the more comfortable people feel around me. His reactions to me are getting better and better and I think he actually wants to talk to me now and that is good. Hmm now to think about it I seem to have a pretty good raport with all the guys. LOL it's the girls I have to work on getting to know.

[Nicole Schaffrich]

wluTooki: just gotta say that was one hell of a win. You trully did awsome
Survivor Nyck: lol thank you nicole
wluTooki: no problem at all :-)
Survivor Nyck: you and drew were on my ass though lol
Survivor Nyck: pretty close
wluTooki: LOL yeah I finally did decent in a challenge type like this. Surprised myself actually. I didn't think I was going to get any flags
Survivor Nyck: whah not?
wluTooki: LOL I was organised this time. worked out good for me guess I'll have to try and stay organised.
Survivor Nyck: yeah same
wluTooki: :-)
Survivor Nyck: brb
wluTooki: no problem.
Survivor Nyck is away at 5:01:22 PM.
wluTooki: I'm finally going to start some drinking. LOL this interupted my may 2-4 weekend
Auto response from Survivor Nyck: be right back! *giggles*

[Nicole Schaffrich]

she scares me with how strong she is. This challenge was just WOW!! She was crazy in it. And I don't want to be seen as a rival to her as she is just way stronger then me. I want to be the nice person in the house but I think in her eyes I am something else. I don't want to be a threat to her but I'm so worried about how she sees me. I just don't know how to get back onto her good side after the whole thing from last HOH and wanting to avoid her so as not to get into an argument with one of the three.